For majority of my life i was raised by my grandmother, not because she was an absent parent.
she worked 24/7 to provide for me, When my
mother had me she was 19. Yet, i still had
my father in my life…until he abandoned me
For his new kids. In total i have 5 siblings,
2 on my moms side and 3 on my fathers.
I LOVE my siblings dearly, but i was still
very hurt that my dad left me. I started
struggling with attachment issues, especially
with men.
That also cause me to spiral out of control, emotionally. Which led me to gravitate
towards different boys